Thursday, April 27, 2006
ping pong is addictive.
omg. i have a new hobby. playing PING PONG. its a good hobby i guess. i pratically play it everyday these days. thanks b for coming to my hse the last two days to accompany me. i blame u for this for making me addicted to ping pong! hahaha..just kidding. its a good addiction though. i feel weird if i dont play it for one day. hehe..nah still can tahan but kinda miss it la.
today, someone told me to forgive and forget. can anyone teach me how to forgive and forget? i cant forgive a person when i cant even forgive myself. how do we learn to forgive ourselves? how do we learn to forgive someone else? how do let go of the things that hurt us or someone else? i want to learn to forgive and forget. i want to learn how to let go of things when is the past. i dont want to keep thinking about the small little things and making it into a big deal. but i cant seem to do it. can anyone teach me how to do it? i really want to learn.
btw, b, im sorry. i didnt mean to hurt u. but yesterday with all the words u said to me is really hurtful. we both said hurtful words to each other. i want to let go of it. i want to forgive u but i cant forgive myself. im sorry. can u find a place to forgive me?
p.s. i miss u.
zoe. outie at 9:46 PM
