Tuesday, March 28, 2006
memories.
as everyone said dont keep looking back to the past and just get on with your life. cherish those moments u had before with those u loved. well, sometimes we cant help but to look back at the past. those sweet memories together. i remembered everything that happened before. between u and me. and i miss those moments. why cant we be the same?
remember the time where u surprised me with bear bear before i went to south africa and it your cologne smelled was on it? u knew that i love that smell and u wanted me to think of u all the time when i was away. i still hug it to sleep everynight though the smell went off. then remember that night before i went to the airport, u drove all the way here just to see me and give me your ring that its really important to u.
remember the smses we send to each other when we were apart eventhough we know its darn costly. we would also call each other for a short while just to hear each other's voice.
remember the time when we spend christmas eve together with ur friends and my friends?
remember the time when we have to hide it from all of our friends during that dinner? even when we go to college to study for our exams, we still have to hide it? then when we talk on the phone we would laugh and say that isnt it funny that we know something that they dont.
remember the time when we spend our new year eve's together even though u were pissed at me for some certain reasons.
then remember the little surprise u gave me during my bday when u knew that i had a bad start from it and i was sad coz of what happened the night before? even though its a last minute surprise thing i was still surprise and im happy. happy to have u as my bf to know when its the time to be there for me and bring my mood up again.
remember when we went to buy the rings together for our first month anniversary? remember when we were deciding on what to engrave on it.
then i remember i was quite disappointed during valentine's day but i was surprised when u asked me out from the class and surprised me. then u were darn nice. skipped fencing class so that we could go for dinner. remember when we were outside san fran steakhouse and it was full, then suddenly both of us said we felt like eating jap food?
then the times when we took sticker photos. u didnt want to take it. u kept on complaining but yet u still took it. u wanted me to be happy. and i know somewhere inside of u, u're happy too.
then remember the times where me and elaine surprised u in her hse? we cooked for u guys dinner.
i still remember the time when u came all the way to my hse with them and surprise me with
the sushis u guys made. im sorry for that day. i wasnt in a mood but i really appreciated it.
then the times where we went to ur hse to surprise u. again. with the jellies elaine made.
then the times when u knew that i was going to be upset for our third anniversary coz u were not here and couldnt receive any single call or msgs, u surprised me with the letter and the pendrive which contain the voice msg that still give me the tingle whenever i listen to it. i love it.
then when i was upset about my results, u bought a rose and ice cream for me. just to cheer me up.
there are more to write. im just saying that we used to have so many good memories together. dont u miss any of it? i know i miss every single one of it. most of all i miss being with u. hug u for no apparent reasons, feeling that everything will be alright. missing ur hugs and kisses. wish everything is alright now.
zoe. outie at 10:15 PM
