Wednesday, February 22, 2006
the times.

life is just full of ups and downs. dont we all go through it?

sometimes even small things would put someone down. making them upset. making their day bad. but even small things can bring someone up. making their day worthwhile. putting a smile on their face. but no matter if your up or down, your friends will always be there for u. your loved ones will always be there for u. they are always prepare to lend a shoulder for u, or be there to just listen to u.

right now, i have a friend of mine. a really close friend of mine got hurt. hurt by his girlfriend. well can say that she's his ex already. they broken up few days ago. he really love her alot but she didnt love him the way he loves her so they didnt work out. i wish i can do something about it but i know im not god or anything to solve it. he just need a shoulder to cry on. he just need his friends to be there for him. with friends, u can go through anything. we just got to stand back up on our own two feet and get on with life. they have to learn it themselves. they cant expect us to guide u or help u all the way. that is depending on someone. not being independent. so now, im just being there for him to listen to him. give him some advices to wake him up. he is giving himself too much pressure just to forget her. u cant forget a person. u have to learn to let go. let go of the past so that u can get on with your life. and hey, i usually dont say this but u know your friends love u and that includes me. so stay strong. we'll always be there for u.

actually i think im out of the topic. oh well, i just want to wish him good luck in everything. and hope he gets over her and get on with life.

anyway, i went to my old school today. it look so different. cameras in the classrooms. teachers are getting sick. and the canteen food much more expensive. the lockers are yellow. so as the dustbin. it look horrible. the school is being too much. haih. got to see some teachers. cik zainab looks thinner. so as ms christine. pn jam pregnant! hehe..happy for her. cik zakiah is really sick now. and mr sheat. well he is still the same old him. giving extra classes. pulling the students back from lunch. oh man i really miss the good old days in school.

zoe. outie at 8:33 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
when she's gone.

she's the loudest girl in class.
u can hear her giggles and it will make u laugh.
she's friendly to anyone.
she's hardworking.
she knows how to cook good food. i miss u smashed potatoes and your other food too.
she gets really hot temper easily. seriously dont mess with her when she is. and if u r reading this pls dun be mad at me.
she's caring. no matter how much a person hates her she will still care about them.
her silliness just crack u up.
her glasses kept on falling and she got to keep on pushing it back up.
she forgives ppl when she knows that person didnt mean to hurt her. thanks for forgiving me.
she's bubbly.
she stood up strong eventhough the world around her going against her. im sorry for that.
she's weak inside but she act all tough outside so that ppl around her wont notice how bad she is hurting inside. but i do know. coz u r my friend. i miss u alot suet.
and most of all she loves me! and i love u too! hahahahha..miss u. hurry home k?

zoe. outie at 5:30 PM
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he had a fencing competition today. i couldnt really stayed long there coz i wasnt suppose to be out at that time but still i went there to watch. just to support him. but i left early before he even started. hope he knows that i still supports him. but he did great. im proud of him. u did great b. n gien thanks for taking the video for me. he looks yeng. hahaha..

went out around 5. gien came to pick me up. went to elaine's hse to pick her up. then went back to bukit jalil to pick samuel up. we left samuel's hse around 7.15 to alvin's party. ex-schoolmate were there. adam, ren jiun, chin aun, pui ling, may hsin, gary, michelle, justin, shi yuen, chris, and kenny was there. its nice seeing them again. got to catch up with some of them. hehe..went yam cha after that with gien, elaine, samuel and i. went back home n now im blogging about it.

thanks gien for fetching me back. sorry to trouble u n elaine. im sorry :(

and b, pls dont think that way. they just need to know u better thats all. so give them a chance k?

small details make u misses a person alot. i know i miss him alot.

zoe. outie at 1:16 AM
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

hmm..the last time i blogged was on valentine's day. hmm..then i shall blog about that day.

i was quite disappointed that i didnt received anything from him in the morning. so i got kinda sad in the afternoon when i was out with elaine, michelle, and jox in 1u. but at the same time i was quite excited too coz i knew about something that elaine dont. hahaha..i planned it with samuel. well actually her darling planned it with samuel then asked me to help out abit.

went back for class at 2. her darling called her before class started. she went out and talked for awhile then *TADA!!* 18 white roses in front of her from her darling. well samuel gave it to her on behalf of him. she was so happy till she cant stop smiling. they are so darn adorable!!! hehehe..
so waiting for elaine to come out, samuel asked me to come out. at first i thought he just want me to see how happy elaine is but when i went out and *TADA!* a dozen of roses for me.

me and elaine. awww..happy happy joy joy!

me and him! hahahha..awww..sorry dont know why i cant rotate the pic. thanks to him both of us are happy.

his flowers to me.

michelle's and elaine's flower to me! thanks u guys!

awww..how sweet. love u darling! hehe..muax!

dinner. he came and picked me up after his tuition. he was suppose to have fencing class but he cancelled it for me. sorry b! i feel really bad for it. so we supposed to go to san fran steakhse but it was fully booked. so in the end we both finally decided to go have jap food. we were DYING for jap food. we went to 1u shogun to have our dinner. it was such a long q. we were in the waiting list. so we went kacau michelle and gary in italianise. hehe..sorry to disturb u michelle! after dinner, we went to cheras to yam cha with elaine, michelle, gary and b. went back home around 1 something.

my gift to him.

HOPE U LOVED THE PRESENT! wait. u told me that u did! hahahaha..yayness! i put so much effort in it kay. n what did u do?? huh?? nah im just kidding. anything to do with u is already nice. awww..

well thats my valentine. i know i love every single minute of it.

the next following day. went 1u with elaine. hahahah..we got ourselves a tattoo. its free! and its glitter-ish! so we just take it la. u only can get it for free when u register for "her" maxis. i got no idea what it is. so yeaaa we joined it then we got it free. had fun doing it. oooo...glitterrr!

mine.

hers.

the THURSDAY. went ate dim sum with shae, lc, viv, donald, daniel, samantha, elaine, jox and cj. accounts was cancelled. omg. i have to blog this. on the way to ss2 the bloody car spectra was in front of me purposely slowed down. so i flashed him. bloody hell still dun wan to give way. then i cut his car. omg. he thought i purposely want to race with them. they started going really fast and kept on tailgating me. wahhh then i dont let him cut me. i kept going on faster then at one moment i slowed down. hahahaha..he cant win me! hahahaha..then he was trying to cut me again but he cant! hahahaha..prove them wrong! this prove that girl can drive fast too! hehehe.. i won! i won!

hahahaha.

after class, went dota with samuel and elaine. woah first time playing dota. hmm..can say its quite fun playing it. after dota, went back main block to waste time. camwhored with elaine in my car. hahahhaha..took darn alot of pics. hahahahha..

today its a good day.

friday. TODAY. hmm..went out lunch with samuel and elaine. then during the night went pasar malam with samuel, elaine and gein. hahaha..awww we are just so sweet together. u know what we are friends with benefits.

zoe. outie at 12:39 AM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentines!

happy valentines u all!

hope u guys have fun today. receiving flowers from someone special or friends. spending time with them. its just a special day to show love around. so spread the love! hehe..

zoe. outie at 5:58 PM
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
three little words.

i miss u. i love u. i want u. i need u. hurry home!

zoe. outie at 12:33 PM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
and so he left.

gosh. i didnt know i would miss him this much. i really MISS him ALOT! :( pls come back soon. he left for holiday in terengganu with his friends. how i wish i could go too but i cant. :( *sob sob*

not only that, two of my good friends are leaving too. one of them leaving tonight, the other is leaving some time soon next week. this add up to my sadness. *sob sob* im going to miss them so much.

yesterday, went out for lunch with noelle. she is one of my good friends that is leaving soon. we kinda catch up on things. she have to leave early coz she have to go out with another friend. then in the evening, i went to 1u around 7 to meet up with suet. didnt expect to see some ppl there coz i thought it was just me and her. jowei was on the way that time. anyway, met up with her, pui ling, benjamin and alvin. then saw jia ling and her friends. hmm..its nice hanging out with my old school friends. they are so high and fun. hehehe..went dinner with suet after they all left. jowei came. ordered food. talked about suet's stupidness. hahaha..in a jokingly way la. ate. took pics. payed the bill. and i left. off to lc's hse for her open hse. by the time i got there they already started drinking. lc darn fast. she quickly gave me a bottle of beer once i sat down. hahaha..lc dont drink so much ah! sat for awhile and chatted. took pics too. hehehee..then played bull-fight. oh my gosh. some ppl are like darn high edi. chi jian's face was really really red. then he was acting darn childish. vivian was like hitting chi jian. hahaha..then lc even funnier. she kept on talking the wrong things. like she asked her maid to take a clean mop to mop the table. hahaha..darn funny. all of us just kept on laughing and laughing with lc's action and all. hahahha..

went home after that. gosh i miss him so so much. hurry hurry home. :(

zoe. outie at 10:42 AM
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Thursday, February 09, 2006

well college started this week. cny is ending soon. i think mostly everyone said that they gained weight coz of the amount of cookies they ate. i think especially during cny ppl do tend to eat more. i wonder why.. anyway, college started. nothing much been going on.

hmm..i've been reading ppl's blog and i see that mostly all of them talked about valentine's day. hmm..i shall talk about it too. heheh..i think mostly every girl love being pampered and showered with gifts. knowing that their loved one love them alot. i have this friend, he would get anything for his gf just to make her happy. he wouldnt let her buy him gifts coz he dont want her to spend any money on him. he gives her the best in everything. i think thats really sweet.
obviously, i think mostly all the girls like that. their bf giving them the best and showering them with surprises and gifts. well, to me, i think guys like receiving gifts from their girlfriends too. showing them how much they love each other. awww..thats so sweet. hehe..

ooo..today went mv after class with elaine, gary, michelle, and samuel. i tell u i think gary is darn rich. gosh gary u should give me your money. hehe..im broke. anyway, had fun going out with them. eventhough its just for a short while. hey u guys, better check that u guys got everything edi kay? b, im going to miss u. have fun u all.

zoe. outie at 8:47 PM
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i just had lunch with my dad's kai brothers and sister. so that means he is my kai pak. lunch was okay. just sat there and listened to their conversations.

right now, i'm sitting here blogging. hmm..where shall i start from? hmm..okay i start from the first day of CNY.

FIRST DAY/ CHO 1
my aunts, uncles, cousins, pet brother and sisters, dad's friends, and mum's friends came over for breakfast first before the lion dance ppl come. as usual the first day of cny, we have to eat vegetarian food, so my mum cooked lots n lots of food to feed everyone. its all super yummylicious. the lion dance ppl suppose to come at 11 but they were late for 1 and a half hour. so while we wait, some of us gambled, some us sat and chat, and as usual the little kids are playing together. got angpaus from all the aunts. heheh..finally the lion dance ppl came. so they started. oh my gossshhh. they are darn cute! they were darn real. then there was this lion keep making my girl cousin. hahaha..it was darn funny. so after the lion dance, everyone went back, then we are off to my hometown in ipoh. well not exactly in ipoh. its somewhere very ulu wanna. reached there..catched up with my cousins, collected more angpaus, and get to chat with my grandma. i love her loads. hehehe..she darn funny la. my cousin told me that my grandma said that she dont want to scold anyone during cny but she only want to scold my aunt. hahahhaa..darn funny. she only picked on one. hahahaha.

this is the part where they gonna start making the oranges on the floor.

here they go!

i prefer this lion. this is the lion that kept on making my cousin. heheh..he very playful. hehe..

this is just one part of my family. that cousin in pink skirt is the one that lion kept making her. hehe..

sorry lazy to rotate the pic. this part is where the lion kept on kicking the other lion on the floor. he was jealous coz he didnt have anythign to eat. hahahha..cuteness!

SECOND DAY n THIRD DAY / CHO 2 & 3
as usual, we prayed in the temple. we do this every year. then when we are back in my grandma's place, my dad will always be the banker. he does this so that the kids wont be boring and they will be happy getting money. i love my dad for being this nice. hehe..i didnt gamble much there coz i lost like rm30 plus there. so i didnt want to gamble. bad luck everytime i gamble there. oh n i also learnt how to play mahjong. hahahha..my younger cousin have to teach me how to play mahjong kay. how embarrassing. we played till like 2 something in the morning. we went back to kl on the third day. reached home, changed and off we went to my aunt's hse. i was bored. real bored that time. but at least i got to chat with my cousin. i love her alot. we chat about everything. hehe..

FOURTH DAY / CHO 4
hmm..cant really remember what i did on that day. all i remember is that during the night i went to my other aunt's hse. gambled and won money. then after that went yam cha-ed with my pet bro n my cousin.

FIFTH DAY / CHO 5
i think im old. i cant remember what i did la. all i remember is during the afternoon, chi jian, shae, ken n cc came to my hse to pai nian. they came here for a while then went off to 1u. after that i cant remember what i did. oh! b came back on that day too. i miss him darn alot.

SIXTH DAY / CHO 6
oh this i remember. shae, ken and jox came to my hse in the morning to pick me and my bro up to go take their ic. went there, darn alot of ppl there, took number and they asked us to come back at 2.45. we wanted to have dim sum for breakfast, but we got lost so that consumed our time. so we went back to my area there and had breakfast. oh thanks shae n ken for the present! love it! after me n my bro got home, i went out with my little sis to buy ingredients for baking cookies. hehe.. got home, wanted to start making them then shae they all came. so my sis have to take over it. hahahha..its so funny i tell u. while i was on the way to the ic place and waiting for our turn, my sis kept on calling me and asking me what to do. i dont even have the recipe and she is asking me. hahaha..i never bake cookies before. but yet i somehow manage to tell her what to do. got home..i helped my sis with it. while waiting for the cookies to be done, i played chor dai di with my mum and my dad's friends. darn it we didnt play money if not i'll be winning loads. hahahhaa..then during the night, my parents suddenly have this gathering with their friends which i dont even know about. went out with samuel and gein for awhile. thought of going to pasar malam but its not even open! hahaha..so i waited for my other friend to pick me up to go to my other friend's party. hahaha..went there sat for awhile then ciaoed home. n samuel wong very nice to call me hor when i'm asleep. bleugh.

SEVENTH DAY / CHO 7
did nothing in the morning except sending my sis to mv. then after that started making cookies. this time i made it myself. hehe..chocolate chips cookies. its nice okay. well all those ppl that tried said that its nice. so yea its nice okay. then during the evening, went to samuel's hse. sat around for awhile. had dinner. then the lion dance. n oh my gosh. the fireworks darn beautiful. i love it alot. after that, i went to play with the little kids. hahaha..pop pop darn fun kay. especially when u play with little kids. hehe..yew jhin u evil! me and that little girl will get u next time! hehe..went up to start gambling. hehe..sorry dear that u lost that much money. i hope u still had a great time. i know i did. went home after that.

EIGHT DAY / CHO 8
well now. im here blogging about this. hahahaha.. n i miss my devil.

zoe. outie at 6:40 PM
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