Sunday, January 15, 2006
okay. now i'm really really STRESS. firstly its because due to exams tmr. and i not yet finish my accounting. and secondly, i'm really stress about my friend. actually more to worried. i'm really worried about him till i cant concentrate on my studies.
i'm worried he will do something stupid. i'm worried that he will commit suicide over some small things which made him really depressed. he has not been eating for days. he has not been coming out from his room for days. he has not been replying ppl's msgs. he has not been picking up calls. he's been hanging up on his friends that called him through his hse phone. i'm really worried that he will do stupid things.
deryk called me today to tell me what is going on coz his mum called deryk. when i received this call it adds up more to my "fan" level. i got no idea what is going on but i have to solve it. i dont want to see my friend end up committing suicide coz his other friends does not want him. why? have u actually thought why they end up treating u this way? have u guys actually thought that all your action have consequences? all those words u said cuts right into your heart. wont u all feel guilty if something ever happen to him? dont u?
i'm really messed up now. i'm not sure if i should be angry or not. but all i know is that i'm really stress about my studies. i'm really worried about him. hey, not sure if u will read this but i hope u dont do anything stupid kay. everything can be solve. it takes time and the effort to fix it. pls pls dont do anything stupid. i'm really scared that u will. haih. what can i do now?
zoe. outie at 8:05 PM
