Sunday, January 22, 2006
just another day.
hmm...it seems like i've not been blogging lately. so what is going on in my life? well exams is still on. finishing on thurs. i cant wait for till its over. chinese new year is coming soon! yay! can get lots n lots of ang pao then can gamble alot too. weee! this is going to be great. hmm..what else? i guess some of u already read samantha's or jox's blog. yup about jox's bday. kinda lazy to blog about it. is so super long. fine fine i blog about it.
chin zhen (jox's bf) msged me online to ask if we have any plans for jox's bday. i told him that we dont have one so far. so he decided to plan it out with me. the original plan is i call jox out for lunch with us then she would tell chin zhen about it. they will argue argue argue saying that she promised him to spend it with him n all. end up she will go with her. chin zhen will bring her out, and we will be waiting for her in some restaurant. he'll bring her there and we'll surprise her by then. yup thats the plan.
so on that day, 19th january, all of us suppose to meet up at delicious at 1.20 to surprise her. i msged chin zhen to tell him to delay time coz some of us were not there yet. but who knows they came too early and luckily she saw me and jon only. so we told her that we are having lunch with the gang and jia liang n his gf too. she believed it! hahahaha..anyway, so chin zhen brought her away then we kept on waiting. chin zhen called. i told him that we change plan. yup our PLAN B. well kinda last minute plan B. hahaha..the plan now is he n jox go in first and ask for a table for two. then while they're waiting for their food, we'll walk in and surprise her. we changed the plan coz not all of us were there. we waited and waited till we finally decided to go in. we took the cake out, put the candles, and went in. while walking in we sang happy birthday song. jox teared! hahaha.. so happy to see that she is really really happy and surprise to see us there. later on sam, chi jian, vivian,, cc and jeanie came and gave her another surprise. before that i told her that they wont be coming. hehe..another surprise there. the mastermind behind this is chin zhen. well i just helped out. thats all. isnt he sweet? yea so the rest of the story u all can read it from jox's or samantha's blog.
hmm..wat else interesting in my life? well lets see. oh ya..have u ever had anyone u loved never trusted u? i mean what do u feel if u found out one of your loved one never trusted u along? i can tell u. it totally sucks. one of my loved one dont trust me anymore. she will ask something about me behind me. it totally break ur heart when u find out that she pretended to trust u in front of u but behind she ask questions. i never did anything behind her back but yet she dont trust every word i say. so whats the use if i explain to her right? is not like she will believe me. haih. i guess it takes lots of time to gain trust. i'll give her time. i wont blame her for that. all i know is that i'm hurting and she is hurting too inside. i wish that i could tell her that all her actions really hurt me alot. i just wish she could only trust me. like the way we used to trust each other last time.
other than that, i miss all of my friends!!! i want to meet up with them! i miss the good old times. where we laughed. we cried. we talked. everything! gosh. i didnt know i miss them so much.
zoe. outie at 2:28 PM
