Monday, January 09, 2006
the emo-ness
FUCK! i cant seem to concentrate wei. tomorrow is my maths paper exams and yet i'm not studying now. its because i cant CONCENTRATE! i hate it when i'm like this. then i'll start to regret for not starting earlier. then blame myself for being so stupid. but i dont have the mood to study now!!!!!! what am i to do now??
STRESS KAO!!i want them to stop fighting! its making both of them upset. its making me upset. cant they just sit and talk things through like a mature adult? do they know that they are putting me in a very difficult position? i love both of them equally. i cant choose if they ask me to. why cant things used to be the way it were? where all of us are happy and all. laughing to silly lame jokes. talking about our future. those times. now its like silence. i miss the good old days. can we ever turn back time to fix everything?
since i cant seem to concentrate i just felt like blogging and it still didnt really help me to feel better coz i know that no one will understand what i'm going through. this year its going to be a difficult year for me. well,
2006 BRING IT ON! give it all u have to bring me down.
GOOD LUCK! to those who are sitting for their exams!
GANBATTE u all! i know i sure die but i'm trying my best for my parents and my butch. hahahhahahahhahahah.
zoe. outie at 10:18 PM