Thursday, November 24, 2005
messed up girl.
i'm kinda
messed up right now. i dont know how to balance my time with everything. i need to do something about it. i need to get my life back in the track. i just need a break for a while. take some time off to think about my life.
anyway, things are getting better. *i hope* . friends coming back soon. cant wait to see them. but still i have to separate my time with them. i need to
study! i dont have enough time during december. i really need the time to study first. other than that, my problems are slowly solving. it just need time thats all. thanks u all for caring. i'm okay. i'm starting to take it as a lesson and never repeat it again. hopefully everything turn out fine with everyone and everything! hmm..i need to catch up with my old friends. i miss them so much. those fun times we had. those moments when we cried. those moments where we get all hyper.
EVERYTHING!!! recently been catching up with two of my good friends. didnt know i'm missing alot of things happening in their life. its great catching up with them.
so what have i been doing lately? hmm..i myself not sure. been studying. been
wasting time. been doing lots of useless things. been listening to music alot. been emo-ing (well only at night at home) but not alot. oh and today i just
screwed the accounts paper. its all screwed up. hopefully my one question bring marks to me. *hoping real hard* hmm..what else? oh ya my grandma is back in town and i miss her! so glad to see her yesterday. she is always so happy when she sees me. hehehe..i'm not trying to be perasan but its true. she loves me! well she loves my family! hehe..i love u too! and then i miss my grandpa now :(
oh yea..been looking through alot of
blogskin. i cant make up my mind!! dont know which one to change!!! nvm nvm i can just change to all right? hehe..change each week! hahaha..no la i'll make up my mind soon. hehe..oh been listening to
jay alot. i love him too!! hmm..cant remember anything else. oh oh i remember now. i
played ps2! hehe..well i know i sound jakun here la but its been really a long time i never play it. i miss playing it. it was fun playing. gosh now i realise i suck at NFS. grrr..i cant see the road straight and keep banging into stuffs and my car spins n spins n spins. hahahahhaha..its fun to play la. hahhahaha.
oops..ran out of things to say edi. hahahhaa..will post another one later on la if i got something to blog.
zoe. outie at 8:27 PM