Thursday, November 17, 2005
if only u know.
gosh i wish that u knew how bad it is. how bad it is to get hurt by your love ones. if only u do.
nicole happy birthday! i know its not right on the dot but i hope u read this during midnight than i will be the first to wish u! hahaha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!! i miss u now. i want a hug from u. can u give me one? i'm happy for u now. happy that u made a choice. fmeng would be good to u. at least u got yours.
now i'm on the phone with a good friend of mine. well that good friend of mine has been there for me at some certain times but sometimes there are things that my good friend wont understand. the pain that i'm going through. but that good friend had been a good friend. talks alot of bullshit. lets me scold or complain about anything. now i'm stuck and i got no idea what to write in here coz that good friend of mine giving stupid ideas now. asking me go college to study but too bad i dont want to. now that good friend sounds gay. talking about our friend that came back today. hahahahha.
okay this post took rather long time. i kept on delaying it. was on the phone then i was chatting online. then watching laguna beach. then now i just got back from pasar malam with chi jian. we were suppose to join his friends in steven's corner but in the end his friends ffked him. hahaha..so kesian. hahaha..but still had fun. walked around and got some food and drinks. wow so full now. hahahah. okay actually now i'm not in my normal stable mood now. just took my medicine. its like drugs only. keep feeling really drowsy and sleepy. then sometimes its not making me think properly.
NICOLE HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
hehehe..i know your birthday its tomorrow but its nice for me to wish u now rite? hehe..its the thought that counts!
oh he is back now! hehehe..want to catch up with him. got lots of things to do.
oh oh another thing
JAY IS COMING!!! yes JAY is coming. on the 23rd nov. its an autograph session thingy in ou. not sure what time it is but i'll keep it update later on. oh my gosh jay jay jay! i love him! hehehe.. :)
now i'm off to watch the exorcism od emily rose. for sure i cant sleep tonight. hehe..can i call any of u if i cant sleep?
zoe. outie at 10:56 PM
