Friday, November 18, 2005
God must have spent a little more time on you.
its just some random title. dont really know what to put so just might as well just put what i'm listening to now. well sometimes i think its right. i somehow thinks that
god spend too little time on me coz my life seems to be so screwed up now. well i'm happy to have all my friends and family. but in other aspects in my life is so screwed up. only my good friends know what i'm talking about but its just so unfair for me. studies is so screwed. everything is screwed. oh well life its like that. it will never be perfect right? but i'm happy with what i have right now. its great. i know somehow god have something good for me. just not now.
exorcism of emily rose sucks. i watched it last night with my brother they all. it totally sucks. its so darn freaking boring. i slept through the whole show. well not the whole show just most of it. my brother was also falling asleep. my sister said that its boring too. i dont see what its nice about it. but i think exorcism is better. i prefer that la. well to me la.
now i'm
webcaming with my friend in aussie. hahahha.. he look gay. well i didnt say it. he admitted it himself. hahahhaa.. gay ass. well its nice seeing him after so long. he looks different. cant tell what it is but i know he does look different. hahaha. and pls if u are reading this, pls dont get any hair style like chris or cheok. hahahaha. u know what i'm saying. it doesnt suit u la. it feels weird webcaming. first time doing it. u lucky fella. dont worry everything i see there stays there. hahahahaha.
hmm..do u know its hard to
let go of something special? its so hard to let go of something that
meant in your life. its like a big puzzle. if u are missing some pieces, u wont be able to finish the puzzle. well to me, i miss those pieces already. pieces that meant alot in my life. pieces that left their
footsteps in my life. pieces that actually
hurt me alot. pieces that actually brought me
happiness. pieces that actually thought me something new in life at least. well now some of the pieces is gone. and i wish that i could find those pieces and work things out so it could fit perfectly in my life. but i know it wont. it will never be the same again.
oh i just remembered something. till now i still not yet get any of the things i wanted. thats so sad. hmm..maybe i shall work hard for it. as in saving money that is. i need to get all those things. coz i'm adding somemore things. i love shopping but the thing is i need a walking atm machine with me so i could get those things that i want. grrr..hate that feeling of not getting whatever i want. nevermind i shall do that! save money then get it! yes zuyi u can do it! hahaha..feels so weird talking to myself right now.
and this post is weird. my mood keep changing as i'm doing this. been delaying time again. hahaha. from sad to happy to sad to happy. hmm..that shows ppl can change. hahaha..i know it got nothing to do with it. just dont mind me. if u think its weird and u dont like it then dont read it. hahaha. oh man now i'm sad again. see what i mean. daphne closed her blog. now i dont know whats going on with her happening life. with her hot boyfriend. hahaha. i sound so stalker-ish but i'm not. her life is interesting and mine is not. thats it. i just look up to her. being so smart and pretty and rich. i think i better stop if not it gets weirder.
oh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!! again. hahahahah.
and now i'm
highligthing my words coz
samantha asked me to. hahahaha.
zoe. outie at 10:10 PM
