Monday, October 31, 2005
happy places.
wow. its been so long i never blog. sorry for not updating it! my stupid modem or my house line something wrong. so i cant go online to blog. i didnt know i'll miss blogging so much. hehe. well here i am gonna start blogging! weee! hmm..lets see. there are so many things happening these days. i shall start on tuesday la. its gonna be so long this post.
TUESDAY.before law class started, samuel came in and told me that yi ling was crying. of coz i was worried about her and went out straight to look for her. yi ling, your welcome =). anytime my friend need a hug i'll be there. hehe. dont worry everything will be fine. just give it time. i know i dont really have the right to say this coz i never been through it before but i know it hurts alot. its good that u let it all out. hehe. oh dun be mad at samuel k? he was just concern about u. ;) oh samuel, thanks for the cd. i love it! how much is it?
WEDNESDAY.during our 4 hours break, we finally decided to go to ss2 to join michelle and elaine to eat dim sum. it was like kinda the last minute thing. ying roe, ivan, n yau jun didnt join us. it was only me, shae-ree, jox, lee chee, chi jian, and samantha. viv didnt join us coz she was still in mc and she wanted to sleep. so after dim sum, rushed to 1u. well not exactly rush la, but we made it in time to get the tickets. hehe. me and shae-ree went in first. we didnt want to miss out on the hot guys. hahahha.
GOAL got alot of hot guys! especially
DAVID BECKHAM. wow! he so super hot though it was short while only. its still worth it. hahaha. donald, daniel and pony joined us for the movie. after movie, went play a round of pool with lee chee. oh my gosh!! i cant believe i lost to her wei!!!!!
NOOO!!!!!!!!!!! it was not my day. hmph! nvm LC i will win u one day. not sure when but one day la. as usual we were late for class. not exactly late. mr awang just got in also. he ended the class early, yi ling and pei wen were waiting for me n jox at wp. went in to pei wen's car then off we went to baskin robbins in mont kiara. hehe..nice ice cream but it gave me sore throat!!! sat there and chatted and all. left at around 6. pei wen dropped me back at main block and i went off to somewhere else later on. hehe.
THURSDAY.accounts class was cancelled. so i was free after law class, then i decided to stay back to study. i'm so proud of myself! i did at least one chapter of maths in 1 hour plus. weee! happy happy! then suddenly samuel msged me and asked me if i wanted to join lc they all in ikea. so i said anything lor. so i waited for him to end his class then off we went to ikea. while on the way there in his car, my bro called me. then i was like "SHIT! i forgot to tell uncle mohd. (my driver). i come pick u all up now." then that time we were on the way to the toll edi. samuel kept asking me to keep trying to call and he drove really really slowly. hehe. lucky i got through to my other driver which is nearby my bro's school. YAY!! finally someone there to save me! hehehe. passed toll n off we went to ikea. in the car, we were listening to il divo. they are good i tell u. real good. so reached ikea and hanged around for a while. lc n pony were already playing this scissors-paper-stone-wacking-hand-game-thingy. ouch! darn pain i see they all keep hitting each other hands so pain. samuel played with lc next. they hit each other darn super hard. i can even feel the pain for them. lc's hand was so
red and it was kinda swollen edi. then derek was talking big and all said that if he hit her sure she will cry and all. hahaha..too bad derek she did not. hahaha. she is one tough chick i tell ya. anyway, after that hang around, then played 3 rounds of truth or dare. all picked dared. pony had to kiss derek on his cheek, viv have to run around the whole place, and shae-ree had to jump 3 times to reach the ceiling. after a while, me and samuel ciao-ed. before we head off to the car park, samuel bought 3 hot dogs. hehe. one for me and 2 for him. its nice and yummy! hehe. thanks samuel for getting it for me. hehe. samuel dropped me off at main block and i went back home after that.
p.s. samuel pls drive carefully! i'm worried about u.FRIDAY.friday its like the longest day. went for the maths extra class at 8. ms. ow was really good at teaching maths. like what jox said in her blog, her class its so much easier to understand than sheila's class. so after maths, me, elaine and samantha head back to my house for tuition. while waiting for my teacher to come, we started taking pics. well what to do, u put girls in a room with a camera phone will end up us being vain. hahahhaa.
after tuition, we were suppose to wait for the rest of them to go to midvalley first. while waiting we had nothing better to do, elaine suddenly said, "eh sam, u got mascara and eyeliner?" i didnt hear it first but sam was kinda giving her a look. a surprise look. hahah. funny wei. then elaine asked me "zuyi u got mascara rite?" then i took and give it to her. i didnt have eyeliner in my room so i went to my mum's instead. all three of us were too busy putting make up on we didnt realise the time. hehe. then off we went to midvalley. i tell u, i was quite pissed when i reached there. i couldnt find for a single parking space! its so annoying! but at last i found it.
went up to
ALL STARS. everyone was there. penny, li xia, jon, samuel, viv, lee chee, shae-ree, samantha, donald, daniel, cc, chanel (not too sure how to spell her name), jox, elaine and some other people which i cant really remember their name. some of us chilled at the table and then some of us chilled at the pool table. as usual i'm at the pool table there. i lost to daniel!! daniel tan its not over yet! hahaha. then after a while went off to poh kong coz elaine and daniel wanted to pierce their ears. hahahah. its so funny the way daniel reacted with it. hahaha. its too bad i dont have the pic of it. gosh daniel look so yeng with it wei. seriously he does. then we got back there, everyone was done with their food, we hang a little while more. then time for blowing cake!! this lunch thing was actually li xia's belated birthday. hehe. happy belated birthday li xia!! finally i get to TRASH lee chee! muahahhaa. but then i lost to her at the last round. grrrr. nvm i will accept it. hehe..oh oh before i forget, i want to thanks samuel again! hehe..thanks for the cd. i love it!
went to lee chee's house after that. lepaked around her room for a while. thanks lee chee for following me and letting me go to your house and also belanja-ing me bubur cha cha. hahahah. really appreciate it alot! muaks!
went to 1u around 6 something. meet up with the rest of the people in yippee cup. elaine, jox, daniel, shae-ree, samuel, and viv were already there. so after a while, donald, pony, samantha, cc, chi jian and jimmy came. then off we went to the fun fair!! hehe..didnt play much game there coz i was wearing a mini skirt. shit wei darn regret for not wearing a pants. anyway, i still had fun. tried the lucky number thing with lee chee, i guess we dont have the luck for that. =( didnt get to win anything. sob sob. then the haunted house. hahahha. such a stupid thing. not even scary at all. hahaha. in the end it sprayed water to all of us. hahaha. oh oh i played bumper car with lee chee and jimmy. hahahha so fun!! weeee! bang bang! hahahha. in the end lee chee went to play the challenger with elaine. wahhh she darn daring la. wear skirt also can. hehe. it was so sweet of chi jian too. hehe. he tried to win something for lc but end up winning a small dog for her. hehe. awwww..
around 11 something, me and elaine decided to go back home but then suddenly my stupid gastric hit me. darn freaking pain! i didnt want them to care so much about me but i cant tahan that time. samuel offered to drive me home then jimmy's car follow behind. at first i didnt want to coz it was too troublesome but they keep insisting on it. i cant do anything. so i just follow only. on the way back to my house, samuel stopped by in a petrol station and viv got down to get me some food. reached home around 12 something. then they went to tmn megah to meet up the rest. i went to bed straight away. then suddenly i remembered that i have to eat something first. so i got up ate abit of the bread viv bought me and drank the milk. after that, bath and went to bed. i never felt so tired before.
big thanks to viv, lee chee, chi jian, samuel and jimmy for doing all that for me. i really appreciate it. i'm so sorry for putting u guys into so much trouble just to make sure i reach home safely. thanks alot. really love u guys! and i'm sorry for disappointing u guys.
zoe. outie at 2:46 PM
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
gosh i just wish someone would understand how i feel right now. i myself not sure what i'm going through now. hopefully i'll find the answers to whatever i'm going through.
zoe. outie at 11:10 AM
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Sunday, October 23, 2005
time heals.
i know everyone keep saying that time heals everything. yes its true but sometimes it does not fully heal it. the wounds are still there. no matter what it somehow leave the scars there. we opened up our hearts to our loved ones but we are the one getting hurt in the end. its hard to let go of something that really meant in our lives. the moments we've been through ups and downs together. its hard letting go all of the memories we had together. i wished that i could turn back time so i could fix everything but then its no use looking back at the past. its really hard to stop thinking about it. thinking whats gone wrong. why would does it end this way. all sort of questions. its hard finding for an answer when u're going through it.
sometimes when we try too hard to let go off something, we cant forget it. it just keep popping in your head. all those times together. but when u actually dont try letting it go, it will slowly fade off though the memories that we had together will always remain in our hearts. the scars left behind are those times we had together. so now i'm letting it go. i'm over it. i have to give myself a chance. why mourn over a person that doesnt appreciate u right? why keep holding on to the past? we have to look forward in what the future will bring us.
zoe. outie at 1:22 PM
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some birthdays.
here are the pics from my sister's friend's birthday:
aint this kid cute? he so cute!! awww i love kids. i kept on looking at him during the party. he is just so adorable! he's so small then when he walk its like he cant balance himself. hehe..cute!
another cute kid! awwww! hehe..so cute! she walks on her toes. dont know why. hmm..but she very shy. always stick to her kakak. hehe.
the twins. they dont really look cute here but i was kinda surprise when i see both of them. i thought i saw wrongly but when they stand together my eyes were like 0.O twins...
the cake is so beautiful. my gosh. this is one of the girl's birthday cake. its so nice. if i'm the little girl i wouldnt cut the cake.
this is the guy's cake. my sister's friend's cake. look at it. isnt it nice? both the cakes are from coffee beans. didnt know they do such cakes like this. i wish i have a birthday cake like that.
zoe. outie at 5:58 AM
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yum!
just got back from breakfast with samuel. he came pick me up and off we left to sri petaling for dim sum. before that he had to send my bro to the lrt station. i was suppose to send him there but then i woke up late then have to get ready and all. so by the time i was ready samuel was there already. so its really nice of him to send my bro. the dim sum was good! hehe..especially the salad prawn. yummy! hehe..but ate little. wasnt that hungry. maybe it was because i was still sleepy. anyway, thanks samuel!
now i'm back home. hmm..i should catch up with my sisters now. my bro is not home so cannot talk to me. bye. i'm off to their room now. hehe..
zoe. outie at 1:23 AM
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
just because.
today seem to be fast.
went out for breakfast with pony, jox, shae-ree, lee chee and daniel. well shae, lee chee and daniel was last minute. went to mcD at center point. sat down and chatted all the way. pony and daniel was so darn lost. lee chee was still in her little world. hahahah. but it was all great.
then after lunch with my mum, went to damansara jaya to meet the rest of the people in the cyber cafe. i got lost at first. but lucky i got my friends to show me the way. hehe. thanks u guys! so went there, lepak around. the girls seem to be quite bored. waiting there for the guys to finish. around 3 something they finished their game and off we left to 1u.
wow i tell u, it was so freaking pack. its so darn hard to find parking but manage to. lee chee la go take my car park space. hahaha..just kidding girl. anyway, went to wongkok to eat. not sure to call that late lunch or early early dinner. oh oh i saw jack. my kinda lost friend. hahaha. he looks hot the last time i saw him but now not that hot anymore. =( he was with his girlfriend though. hehe. so cute. anyway, got quite emo there and was kinda stress. nearly smoke but lucky i never coz i remembered my uncle. the uncle which i love alot. so i kinda wasted one cigarette. sorry daniel! hehe..will pay u back if u wanna. so after eating, we went to play pool.
hahahha. i bet u daniel tan!! I WIN YOU!!!! hahahaha. so happy! but i lost to him at first. lost to samuel too. =( but i won u the second round daniel! hahahha but after that got kinda tired to play edi. so not much mood to play. hahaha. wong chi jian i not yet play with u! one day we will.
oh ya i lost to donald liew! darn sad wei. hmph..u lucky only coz i got no mood to play that time. next time too! hahaha..how about next wed?
anyway, i'm kinda tired now and gonna watch THE MAID with my sisters and brother. so i'll blog next time. hmm..wonder when will i get the pics from everyone?
zoe. outie at 11:42 AM
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Friday, October 21, 2005
hurt.
it hurts to see your friend cry,
it hurts to see your friend hurt,
and all you do was stand there,
beside her comforting her,
telling her that everything will be fine,
giving her a hug,
hopefully she feels better.
it hurts to see your loved one walking out of our life,
after all those ups and downs we been through together,
the stupid mistakes we made in our life,
thrown out the window just like that,
without giving the others another chance,
where all the while i've given u more than one.
it hurts to see that your friends used your trust,
where all the while you trusted that fella 100%,
saying that he will never spill anything out,
but yet those are just empty promises,
that are never been kept.
it hurts to see your loved one fights,
hurting each other with words,
anger taking over them,
saying those words that are unpleasant,
making things worst than before.
gosh, i just wish that things dont get so complicated. cant it be any more simplier? is there such word anyway? oh well i dont care. i just wish i have the answers for everything. i hate how things hurt me.
zoe. outie at 2:49 PM
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
happy birthday chin chuan!
happy birthday CC!!!
gosh i'm so freaking tired now. just got back from the dinner thing with the guys. well 17 ppl came. lee chee, viv, sammy, elaine, michelle, shae-ree, jox, penny, sara, samuel, donald, daniel, yau jun, ivan, chi jian, me and the main person, CC!
went to marche in the curve there. took pictures with the kampung house displayed in the center of the shopping mall. then after went to makan.
wow there is alot of food to eat. ALOT! its so hard to choose what is nice and what u feel like eating. while we were eating, yi ling dropped by for a while to say wish cc and stayed for a while to chat. after that she went home coz her mum was waiting for her. how nice of her to drop by.
so after eating, we started taking pictures and all and chatted. all happy and enjoying the time especially cc when we bring out the cake. he looks so happy! heheh..then he made a speech saying how grateful he met us and all and thanks everyone to come. he's glad to meet us. awwww..thats so nice..hehe..dont worry there is still more to come!! ;) then we took pictures again. how vain can we be man? hehehe..
the pictures i'll post it up next time when dunno who send it to me.
zoe. outie at 11:02 AM
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
FUCKER SO HAI!
i dont give a shit about it anymore.
u bloody fucker asshole.
how can u treat your girlfriend that way?
have u ever once appreciate her at all?
NO! u have to go FFKED her god knows how many times.
not only that u even LIED to her.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN???
not only that, how could u actually scold your girlfriend right in front of everyone?
she is not the one with the attitude problem.
its u bloody sohai with the fucking attitude problem.
FUCK U! u can go to hell. actually hell also dont even suit u.
zoe. outie at 2:21 PM
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
over protectionalism.
this is for my good friend. she is totally in love with this guy till she dont realise what he did was too much.
when a person is overly controlling, it gives off the impression that you dont trust your girlfriend/boyfriend. if she wants to go out with her friends, then let her go. who are you to tell her that she's been going out too often? she has a dad and i'm sure thats more than enough. even her parents also never complain about her going out so often. she knows the way back and she knows how to take care of herself. she dont need someone else to advicing her on her every move, you are not so great yourself and why dont you take the time you spend pissing her off to catch up on your grades? the more you dont trust her and feel the need to control her, the more she has to lie to do things she wants causing you to mistrust her even more when you find out. and its so dumb to think that holding her back from going out with a bunch of her friends is going to help her not to cheat on you.
how could she fall in love with you? for one i have no idea how and why. people call it love, i presume. something that my friends and i can never understand but as friends we go all out to support her by advicing her again and again. but you couldnt think of a better way but to be an asshole..to call her friend, not only lying to her but lied to her friends. is this how u treat your love ones?
i really still dont get it why. i mean come on a boyfriend that loves his girlfriend will not do all this kinda things to her. a boyfriend will never make his girlfriend cry. do u know how much she actually cry for u? for one example, the tony and guy thing. i dont need to say it here. i think to some ppl they know what happened. but again, you dont have the rights to go all the way there and shout at her. she have her own pride too. even her parents did not say anything about what time she is going home and all. what seems to be a big problem then? its all because u dont trust her. u scared that she meets someone else better u. u scared that she will leave u one day for that person. is that it? maybe it is. if its not, then it wont be such a big problem getting her hair cut and dyed by this guy, its her hair for goodness sake. its her time! just let her do what she wants.
over protective doesnt mean that your a confident guy and all the girls like this kinda guys. your wrong. a girl likes a guy when the guy is confident and trust her alot. he wouldnt be asking her alot of questions and stopping her from going out from her friends. she needs her own space and freedom. its not like your married to her or anything. even married couples do not do that. when you're over protective, it really makes you look insecure and pathethic. deep inside, you know that girls like confident guys, and that being an asshole will make her like you less. but in this case, she is still young and you're taking advantage of it. and that might be the part of the reason why you feel like you need to be controlling, is that because girls cheat on pussies with confident manly men, and you dont want that to happen to you. why dont you be a better boyfriend? if you were a manly man, they wouldnt cheat on you with a pussy, you'd be everything they are looking for.
it seems like the only good thing that comes out from being controlling boyfriend is that you show you really care about her, or at least about not loosing her. unfortunately, there are much better ways to show her that you care for her. and everyone including her knows this. instead of showing her you care by getting mad at her when she goes out with her friends, or talking to a guy or taking a pic with another guy, why not get her something sweet like flowers or surprise her with gifts. or make her dinner.
i'm just saying that if you know she loves you, then be confident in that and trust her more instead of being an pussy asshole bitch. i dont care if you hate me after reading this but i'm just speaking the truth. i trusted you at first and i actually take u as a friend but u did this to me. its over the line.
zoe. outie at 9:20 AM
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boyfriend.
just wanted to dedicate this song to someone. especially the chorus part. its just a misunderstanding between us. after what happen on thursday, i'm sure you dont like me. i can see that very clearly.
"Boyfriend"by ahslee simpson.
Ha, Ha, Ha,
Ha, Ha, Ha,
Whatcha been doin'? Whatcha been doin'?
Whoa, whoa,
Haven't seen ya 'round,
How you been feelin'? How you been feelin'?
Whoa, Whoa,
Dont you bring me down.
All that shit about me,
being with him,
cant believe,
all the lies that you told,
just to ease your own soul,
but i'm bigger than that,
no, you dont have my back,
no, no, HA.
hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
dont put words up in my mouth,
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
hey, how long till you face what's goin' on,
cause you really got it wrong,
i didnt steal your boyfriend.
well, i'm sorry,
that he called me,
and that i answered the telephone,
dont be worried,
i'm not with him,
and when i go out tonight,
i'm going home alone,
just got back from my tour,
i'm a mess girl for sure,
all i want is some fun,
guess that i'd better run,
hollywood sucks you in,
but it wont spit me out,
whoa whoa, HA
hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
dont put words up in my mouth,
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
hey, how long till you face what's goin' on,
cause you really got it wrong,
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
hey, how long till you look at your own life,
instead of looking into mine,
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
hey, how long till you're leaving me alone,
dont you got somewhere to go?
i didnt steal your boyfriend.
whoa, whoa, whoa ha
whoa, whoa, whoa ha
please stop telling all your friends,
i'm getting sick of them,
always staring at me like i took him from ya!
hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
dont put words up in my mouth,
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
hey, how long till you face what's going on
cause you really got it wrong,
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
hey, how long till you look at your own life,
instead of looking into mine,
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
hey, how long till you're leaving me alone,
dont you got somewhere to go?
i didnt steal your boyfriend.
whoa, whoa, whoa ha
i didnt steal your boyfriend,
whoa, whoa, whoa ha
whoa, i didnt steal your boyfriend.
zoe. outie at 7:41 AM
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days ago.
wow its been three days i didnt blog. well not including today. yesterday short lazy post is also not counted as one. so anyway, now its like 9.24am and i feel like blogging. so here it goes!
on wednesday, we all planned to go to 1u to surprise
jon for his birthday. we didnt come up with a plan at first. then during the 2 hours break on wednesday. the plan is
jon will think that he is only going out with
ying roe. he didnt expect to see us there. and us will be there but separated in different places. so at first
jon and
ying roe take their time walking back to main block so that we could have enough time to be there and be at our stations.
jon went there and then
shae-ree called to ask where they are and all. then offered them if they wanted the get one free ticket coupon.
jon then suppose to meet us there at burger king at the old wing. so he have to walk all the way there and guess what? he met
penny and
li xia. then
penny and
li xia said that me, donald and
shae-ree is at topshop. so
jon called her and ask about our whereabouts. then he came to meet us to take it. shae told him that we saw
ivan,
peng they all and they are having his BIG present so he have to go and meet them there. so he went all the way there then he saw noone there. ivan messaged him and said that the movie started and all and he had to go look for
lee chee,
viv and
samuel at giant to get it. the rest of us who had done their part when up to the bowling area. but when
jon met up with them, they said that they passed it to
jox and
jox just left.
jon called
jox and asked where she is. so she said that she was in fcuk and ask him to meet him there. so he came all the way there, saw
jox with
cc.
jox act stupid about the present thing and didnt know there was a present. actually i got no idea how it came up to
chi jian's part.
chi jian's part was the last stop of all which is the bowling area. he came in there and then we wanted to shout surprise but then we failed.
jon knew about it the whole time. he knew when he saw
cc's car in wp HELP. so wasted man! such a small detail and its wasted. anyway, after that we went to italianise to eat dinner. ordered food, sat there and chatted and taking pics. after dinner, then the guys got nothing better to do, they challenged each other in who can drink the most. they suppose to drink till 18 glass coz it was
jon's 18th birthday. so they did till only 10 then
jon gave up. then three other guys still drinking. then they started putting 30 bucks in and see who can drink the most now. one guy gave up. then its only
samuel and
peng left. drank till the 14th glass, both also cannot tahan already. standing up trying to get some air to breathe. then suddenly bluek! vomits all over the table. it was actually
peng vomitted. it was so disgusting. i nearly vomitted too seeing all that puke everywhere.
YUCK! disgusting man. after all the cleaning up and all, we sang birthday song and he blew the cake. how nice of
ivan to push
jon's head down to the cake. hehehe. can see his nose on the cake. hahahha. there is a pic of it. after that me and
jox went home first. the pics for this birthday will be posted later when i got the pics from them.
oh man i'm lazy again. look at it. its so LONG! hahaha..fine fine the next post will be up soon. it will be up today. =)
zoe. outie at 12:41 AM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005
lazy.
i'm lazy to blog now. so i'm going to blog something tmr. its been three days i didnt blog. well this dont consider as one post. just wanna say that i'm lazy to blog now. my head cant think straight now. so tmr i'll blog. bye!
zoe. outie at 2:30 PM
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
some things.
sometimes, you think that all your friends are there for you but they are not actually THERE there for you. they only can be there for you to talk to but when you need someone to hug, they are not there. so can they actually say that they are there for you? i mean yea its nice to know when your friends are there for you to listen to your problems and all. but what if when you really needed someone THERE to hug or comfort you, will they be there? its hard to say. right now i wished someone's here for me so i can just hug that person and start saying everything out. there for me to release all my anger. i'm grateful to have all my friends. they've been great. each and everyone have their own unique way. thats what make them great. well can say that they are there for you at some certain ways. thanks u guys.
so today, i went to watch Saint Ange. OMG that show
SUCKS. totally sucks. it doesnt have a plot and there is no meaning to it. not only that, the show is not even scary. dont even know what to categorize that show. geez wasted 6 bucks. hahahaha. dont watch that show.
oh ya before i go i want to say
THANK YOU WANG SHAE-REE!!! thanks for making me breakfast. i'm darn freaking full wei till i never even eat lunch. then dinner also never eat much coz of your big breakfast. your BIG breakfast is XXL wei. to be honest, i kinda miss the french toast now. *yummy* thanks again!
zoe. outie at 10:45 AM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
lets pray.
hey, i know some of you guys are not a fan of beckhams but can u all like just take a minute to pray for david beckham's middle son, Romeo. he have high fever and its twice in four days time already. so lets just pray he gets better soon. he is just only three years old. i'll pray for u everyday. get well soon Romeo!
zoe. outie at 2:29 PM
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sorry.
hey. just wanted to say sorry to someone. didnt mean to hurt her. actually in fact i dont even know what was going on. so i just want to say i'm sorry. sorry jox!
i'm not gonna post anything else today. not in the mood to write anything here. anyway, dim sum was good today =). the salad prawn was super yummy. had a great time.
zoe. outie at 10:46 AM
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Dim Sum
weeee!! going to dim sum soon. now waiting for everyone to come over to my house. then we head off to dim sum. sorry jox i had to do this. chin zhen asked me to. at least you get something in return. well there still is plenty of time for us to go eat there right? anyway, i have to go now. they are here already. bye!
zoe. outie at 1:12 AM
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Monday, October 10, 2005
Happy Birthday my dearest!
JUSTIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hmm..wonder if u read this blog or not. anyway, just in case if you do, at least you know that i still remember when its your birthday. hehe. big boy lor. dont be too naughty. hehehe..anyway, Happy birthday! i really really miss u now.
today, went to hartamas to send my youngest sister for her friend's birthday party at burger king. oh my gosh. the small kids are so cute!! so adorable! ahhhh i want kids on my own too! but i hate the pain. dont wanna go through it. oh oh and the cake is so pretty and nice. if i'm the birthday girl i wouldnt want to cut it. its so pretty. then see all the kids playing games. awww they are just so cute! i miss playing the musical chairs. dont you all miss that? i want to play! can anyone play with me? then the freezing thingy game. you know where they play the music then you keep moving around or dance and when the music stops, you stop too. oh man i want to play all the kiddie's game. so unfair for us. is it really weird if we want to play the kids' game? their game is so much fun than ours. hahahahah. anyway, i'll post the pics of the cake and the kids later when donald return to me my cable.
zoe. outie at 8:38 AM
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oh man. been very lazy to update the blog. seriously. yesterday, as i was sitting here, decided to blog something but i keep typing then deleting it. i go through it like dont know how many times already. so today, i think i'm going to just write something in here. at least something la. this could be it too but nah it wont be. hmm..lets see what to blog here.
my theory : never to trust someone 100%.
i'm not saying that a person cant trust another. yea you can but not fully thats all. i've been through it before where i trust this person 100% but in the end he betrayed me. its like you yourself sure know that he/she wont tell on you but not everyone are like that. sometimes even your own best friend or someone close to you could betray you. but sometimes we have to trust someone but not just fully trust. you know with all your personal stuffs and all. coz you think that you know that person really really well but end up that person did something really hurtful to you. seriously its very hurtful when someone you really trust did this to you. after that incident, i never really trusted anyone 100%. well with my personal stuffs. other than that yea i do trust all of them.
okay change topic. i seriously got no idea what i just typed up there but who cares. at least there is something there than nothing right? anyway, yesterday i went out to 1u to meet up with shae-ree, chi jian, jox, jon, cc, donald, viv and donald. they went to eat dim sum before that. i was suppose to go but then lazy to go and had to do something else before that. so i met up with them to watch sky high. hahaha. that show quite nice. its funny la. stupid shae-ree or chi jian either one of you keep throwing popcorn at me. evil evil! anyway, after movie, went wongkok to yam cha. just sit down there and chat. hahaha i remember charlie's angel. hahahha. somemore with the pose. funny. hahaha.
bloody hell man nowadays small kids smoking and dressing up like slut like that. what is wrong with this world? haihz. dont they know that smoking is really bad for health? geez later get cancer baru tau.
anyway, jox and chi jian left coz jox had to be in somewhere at 5.30. it was nice of shae-ree and donald to stay back with me till my brother finish watching his show. we played pool and that pushing pushing game in the arcade. not sure whats that call. donald one day we will win you in pool! one day! you just wait. hahahaha. right shae-ree? went back home, went out for dinner then send parents off to airport.
yay! i just watched finish laguna beach episode 11 of season 2. weeee! its so nice! oh man i want to see the next one. its gonna be so good. LC and Stephen. awww. i want them to be together. please please let them be together. oh man i cant wait! episode 12 here i come! hahahaha.
zoe. outie at 2:53 AM
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
pics.
here are the pics taken on thursday at wongkok:
this is donzhai, our birthday boy! hehehe..smile to the camera! drink drink drink. big big glass.
woah the big yin yong drink. its so huge. @_@. hahahha. from lower left to right are jocelyn, yi ling, donald, daniel and viv, from the upper left to right are michelle, shae-ree, me, elaine, lee chee and sam. chhheeeessseee!!!!!!!
housie! hehee..look at our pretty houses on their pretty heads. hehehe..housie housie. its so pretty!
aiyo this also want to fight with our birthday boy for that drink. haihz. lucky donald was being generous. hahahahhahaha. lee chee, sam, donald and elaine.
yum yum! food! thanks shae-ree for feeding me. =)
awww donald getting a kiss from daniel. thats so sweet. daniel u dont have to show everyone your other side of u. we already know. hahahhaha.
oh man! this is bad. little boys and girls dont do this at home. lee chee molesting shae-ree. wonder why sam seem not to care about it. so boys and girls when u see this go help that person. hahahaha.
zoe. outie at 2:27 PM
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Friday, October 07, 2005
Happy Birthday Donzhai!
before i wanna start.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONALD!!! hehehe..we surprised him today =). the plan was me, shae-ree, donald, daniel and jox suppose to go watch movie. then i was suppose to say that i could not make it and jox didnt feel like going. then when donald drop jox home, i have to go to her house to pick her up and head to 1u. at the same time, lee chee, viv and sam suppose to go to 1u to buy the cake and meet us at wongkok char chan tang. when shae-ree, donald and daniel reached 1u, shae-ree suppose to delay time and distract donald while everyone else meet there. we went to wongkok coz can get "yin yong" for free. its not only that its big too! so everyone else could share it too. lucky it was donad's birthday if not we couldnt get it. this was the original plan but suddenly something came up. yi ling also planned something for donald. so it clashes with ours. so we changed it. so now it was still me, shae-ree, donald, daniel and jox going for a movie but this time i'll be saying that i have to do something first and jox said that she got to do something for her church. so i'm suppose to fetch jox to her church and settle my friends problem. then with that, in lee chee's car, sam, viv and yi ling is in it. this time was to go to yi ling's house to pick up the cake she actually baked for him. aww that is so nice. i wish i know how to bake a cake too or at least someone bake a cake for me =). anyway, we manage to keep it to plan. i reached there and called them up. meet up with shae-ree they all while the rest get everything in order in wongkok. then wasted sometime and manage to get donald to go to wongkok and eat. weeee! this is the fun part. as we enter wongkok, there's this table where everyone was sitting there with their menus up. it was suppose to cover them but it was darn obvious. i could see sam's head keep popping up and looking at us. lucky donald was blur enough to not notice it. hhehe..then as we approach the table next to it, everyone shouted "
SURPRISE!!!" hahahaha..he was surprise alright. we tooked few pictures as usual. then we shared the big big drink. it was so huge. then we ate the cake. yummy! hehe..but i was too full. it was great to see someone so shock and happy at the same time seeing your friends doing all this for u. donald, once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope u had a great time. i'll post the pics up on the next post. hmm..whose birhtday is next?
zoe. outie at 2:58 PM
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
concern.
well lately, i've been quite sensitive about some certain things. some of friends knows about it. i somehow still thinks that my friend hates me coz of some certain reasons. i really do want to find out what is going on. all i know that i did not do anything wrong coz i was just concern that both side will feel awkward when they see each other. was it my fault that i care too much? then after what happen today, i still thinks that my friend hates me. my friends keep saying that i'm being too sensitive. but one would know whether someone hates him/her just by feeling it. so do they actually know how i felt about it? i seriously felt that. its like my friend, jox. she too felt that way but this time was another person. cant really say who in here. is it wrong for being too concern for that person? next time i rather not do anything. its so sad now to see one friendship gone like that. =(
zoe. outie at 11:14 AM
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
i'm so so sorry!! anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAZ!!! muakz i love u!! hehehe..anyway u got someone else to love u. hehee..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!
zoe. outie at 11:55 AM
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
anytime u need a friend.
Anytime u need a friend.If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end
Just remember to keep the faith
And love will be there to light the way.
Anytime u need a friend
I will be here
Never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright.
When the shadows are closing in
And your spirit is diminishing
Just remember that you're not alone
And love will be there
To guide you home.
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
Never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright.
If you just believe in me
I will love you endlessly
Take my hand
Take me into your heart
I'll be there forever baby
I won't let go
I'll never let go.
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
It's alright
You know it's alright.
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright.
zoe. outie at 11:04 AM
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Monday, October 03, 2005
missing u.
oh man. i'm missing alot of people. i'm missing all my friends from our form. i'm missing all my primary friends. i'm missing all my friends in aussie. i'm missing two of my friends in UK. i'm missing my friend in switz. i'm missing the juniors too. i'm missing my two pet brothers. one in aussie and one in russia. i'm missing my grandpa too though he is not here anymore. i'm missing my uncle too. i'm missing the good old days. *sob sob* the days when during primary, the girls chase the guys around then whack their back. brutal but the guys always bully us. so we stand up for ourselves. then i miss those times when my primary friend talks about sick jokes and always crack me and kamun up. i miss those times when my other friend always joke around and laughing. i miss the time where i always hit this guy friend behind the class. kesian him always kena bully from me. i miss those times where we go to each other's hse and gossip about ppl or talk about each other's crushes. i miss those "Hi"s in the morning from all my friends. i miss all those times where we come to class and asked for homework. i miss everything. hmm..i even miss my teachers. i just miss everything.
this is the whole of form 5. well some of them are missing though. i miss the good old days with everyone. though our form is small but its nice when we know each other quite well. we are just close among one another.
and this is form 5 commerce 2004. its really nice to be in that class. never regretted it. everyone is really close to each other. its all fun in that class. miss u guys alot. where all the bitching and everything happen. *sob sob* i miss u guys the most. =(
zoe. outie at 1:14 PM
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
laguna beach.
ok ok as for some people, they already know that i am addicted to this show. it shows on mtv on a wednesday after trl. but that is the second season. i prefer the first season better because there's more of STEPHEN, then there is trey too. but i also like second season coz there is talan! all hot guys! hahahah. ok anyway, this show is about a bunch of teenagers going through graduations, then to college, then love lifes and friendships and all sort of things like normal teenagers would go through. but not only that, there are hot guys and girls involved in it. so its basically like our kind of life but they are more happening for sure. there is alot of drama and all. its a reality show. its something like the o.c. but its not according to scripts. its kind of addictive when you start watching it. but maybe to some certain people they wouldnt like it, who cares, i know i do! anyway, here are the cast members.
from left to right : talan, lo, christina, lauren/lc, stephen, kristin, trey, and morgan.
thats morgan, stephen, kristin, christina, trey, lo, talan, and lc. there are more people but they are not the main cast.
okay this is trey. his dressing is really cool. all his clothes, his caps and his armband or anything is made all by himself. he designed his own cap with shoe laces, t-shirts, and anything he could find. then he is like the founder of AYA all youth americans. not sure what it is for. anyway, he is really a sweet guy in heart. he is quite cute too. =).
this is Lo. she is LC best friends. they knew each other since they were young. she is a very good friend to LC. always been there for her and all. anyway, to me i think she is quite hot. compare to some other girls.
now this is lauren. her friends call her LC. she is really nice at times. when she dont like some certain people, she would just not talk to them. as for instant, kristin. she dont like her coz of a reason. the reason is Stephen. LC have this feeling for him for a very long time. she knows that Kristin is the wrong girl for Stephen and she is just waiting for him to realise that. anyway, LC is hot. she is hot hot hot. oh btw she dont really look that hot in this pic. hehe. =)
Kristin. yes this is kristin. to me i think she is hotter than LC but i still prefer LC better. She loves to hook up with other guys too such as Talan. She have this crush on a guy call Sam. Kristin dont really like LC because she thinks that LC is very fake. hmm..maybe that is not the reason why. i wonder...
STEPHEN!!! Hottie! oh my gosh. i think he is hot! hot! hot! hot! *drool* hahaha..too bad its such a waste that he is with Kristin. i rather prefer him with LC. anyway, he is kind of weird as in he makes weird noises. still he is a nice guy. he treats LC really nice coz they have been best friends since young and that gives wrong signals to her. he and kristin is always on and off but can see that he really loves her alot.
Last but not least, TALAN! he is also one of the hot guys. he looks hotter in season 2 though. anyway, he is really a sweet guy. he is like a boyfriend material kind. well to me la. he is one of the guy that Kristin hooked up with. anyway, Talan hooked up with every girl in laguna beach. Twice. he is really good. heheheh..just love him! =)
i think u guys should give it a try. i mean watching this show. if u dont like it then dont watch it. it wont hurt to watch it right?
zoe. outie at 2:33 PM
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
into the blue.
oh my gosh! paul walker is super hot! hot! hot! hot! his super hot body matches with his baldy hair look and then his blue eyes. can melt seeing them. overall he is super hot! oh oh jessica alba is super hot too! chun body. can say its worth watching it coz got hot guy and hot girl there. *drool* anyway, i watched it with shae-ree, lee chee, elaine, sam, donald and daniel. met yi ling there. she was with her friend. oh before the movie i bought this bag with shae-ree from op. it just cost rm9.90. darn freaking cheap wei. its so nice. its in green! hehe. after the movie, went to yippee cup i think. cant really remember the name of it. went there to yam cha. they all drank bubble milk tea. hehe so cute. all also no money. po kai liao. hahhaha. but anyway, it was like 15% discount so it was alright for them. we sat there and started playing card games. at first we played "bullshit" but then after playing a while we started to wonder if we were playing it right. so we kinda gave up playing it coz it gets really confusing. shae-ree and lee chee always take the cards. hahahah. kesian me and daniel. we sat there and wait for our turn but it never comes to our turn. we played it like for 3 rounds only. in the end i played CTT with him and i won him!! hahahaha. oh after that we played "heartattack". it was so fun! we were making hell lots of noises till the waitress there asked us to quiet down. awww kesian daniel always kena from sam, elaine, lee chee and shae ree. today isnt his lucky day. hehehe. then we ciaoed. oh we saw donald's bro. they look so much different. donald i still dont believe that is your brother. =P
oh i want to add some more things in my i want list:
- the seventeen magazine from us. got kristin in it. i think she is hot.
- the sunglasses i saw in oakley. its super nice. cant remember what is it called.
zoe. outie at 2:04 PM
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aint this kid cute? he so cute!! awww i love kids. i kept on looking at him during the party. he is just so adorable! he's so small then when he walk its like he cant balance himself. hehe..cute!
another cute kid! awwww! hehe..so cute! she walks on her toes. dont know why. hmm..but she very shy. always stick to her kakak. hehe.
the twins. they dont really look cute here but i was kinda surprise when i see both of them. i thought i saw wrongly but when they stand together my eyes were like 0.O twins...
the cake is so beautiful. my gosh. this is one of the girl's birthday cake. its so nice. if i'm the little girl i wouldnt cut the cake.
this is the guy's cake. my sister's friend's cake. look at it. isnt it nice? both the cakes are from coffee beans. didnt know they do such cakes like this. i wish i have a birthday cake like that.
this is donzhai, our birthday boy! hehehe..smile to the camera! drink drink drink. big big glass.
woah the big yin yong drink. its so huge. @_@. hahahha. from lower left to right are jocelyn, yi ling, donald, daniel and viv, from the upper left to right are michelle, shae-ree, me, elaine, lee chee and sam. chhheeeessseee!!!!!!!
housie! hehee..look at our pretty houses on their pretty heads. hehehe..housie housie. its so pretty!
aiyo this also want to fight with our birthday boy for that drink. haihz. lucky donald was being generous. hahahahhahaha. lee chee, sam, donald and elaine.
yum yum! food! thanks shae-ree for feeding me. =)
awww donald getting a kiss from daniel. thats so sweet. daniel u dont have to show everyone your other side of u. we already know. hahahhaha.
oh man! this is bad. little boys and girls dont do this at home. lee chee molesting shae-ree. wonder why sam seem not to care about it. so boys and girls when u see this go help that person. hahahaha.
this is the whole of form 5. well some of them are missing though. i miss the good old days with everyone. though our form is small but its nice when we know each other quite well. we are just close among one another.
and this is form 5 commerce 2004. its really nice to be in that class. never regretted it. everyone is really close to each other. its all fun in that class. miss u guys alot. where all the bitching and everything happen. *sob sob* i miss u guys the most. =(
from left to right : talan, lo, christina, lauren/lc, stephen, kristin, trey, and morgan.
thats morgan, stephen, kristin, christina, trey, lo, talan, and lc. there are more people but they are not the main cast.
okay this is trey. his dressing is really cool. all his clothes, his caps and his armband or anything is made all by himself. he designed his own cap with shoe laces, t-shirts, and anything he could find. then he is like the founder of AYA all youth americans. not sure what it is for. anyway, he is really a sweet guy in heart. he is quite cute too. =).
this is Lo. she is LC best friends. they knew each other since they were young. she is a very good friend to LC. always been there for her and all. anyway, to me i think she is quite hot. compare to some other girls.
now this is lauren. her friends call her LC. she is really nice at times. when she dont like some certain people, she would just not talk to them. as for instant, kristin. she dont like her coz of a reason. the reason is Stephen. LC have this feeling for him for a very long time. she knows that Kristin is the wrong girl for Stephen and she is just waiting for him to realise that. anyway, LC is hot. she is hot hot hot. oh btw she dont really look that hot in this pic. hehe. =)
Kristin. yes this is kristin. to me i think she is hotter than LC but i still prefer LC better. She loves to hook up with other guys too such as Talan. She have this crush on a guy call Sam. Kristin dont really like LC because she thinks that LC is very fake. hmm..maybe that is not the reason why. i wonder...
STEPHEN!!! Hottie! oh my gosh. i think he is hot! hot! hot! hot! *drool* hahaha..too bad its such a waste that he is with Kristin. i rather prefer him with LC. anyway, he is kind of weird as in he makes weird noises. still he is a nice guy. he treats LC really nice coz they have been best friends since young and that gives wrong signals to her. he and kristin is always on and off but can see that he really loves her alot.
Last but not least, TALAN! he is also one of the hot guys. he looks hotter in season 2 though. anyway, he is really a sweet guy. he is like a boyfriend material kind. well to me la. he is one of the guy that Kristin hooked up with. anyway, Talan hooked up with every girl in laguna beach. Twice. he is really good. heheheh..just love him! =)