Friday, September 30, 2005
oh my.

oh shit! i'm not done with my econs! i cant seem to put things in my head. i just kept on reading and reading but nothing went in. WHY?!?! i need help!! i gonna die for econs mock tmr! shit shit shit. how now? stress stress. stressness.killing.me. ahhhh!!! chill chill. relax for now. breathe in breathe out. ok have to go study now!

zoe. outie at 1:51 PM
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
grrr.

arrrggghhh!!!! so pissing off and annoyed. why? WHY? how come got episode 10 but no episode 9? i cant skip one episode of it. NOOO!!!!!! oh btw i'm talking about laguna beach. not sure if u guys like it but i know i do. i'm like kinda crazy over it! shit man i want episode 9 of season 2!!!! grrr!!!! angry.

zoe. outie at 2:44 PM
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7even.

thanks to some certain someone (jox) i have to do this.

7 things that scare me.

losing my friends.
failing in my studies.
screwing up my life.
spiders.
injections.
unable to see my loved ones.
a virus in my comp screwing up everything in it.

7 things i like most about me.

my hyperactive mood.
my smile.
my friends that are always there for me.
my ability of listening. i'm a good listener.
my lameness.
outgoing.
always happy. =)

7 most important things in my room.

my notebook.
my ipod.
my handphone.
my pictures of my friends and family.
my bed.
my blanket.
my cds.

7 random facts about myself.

i laugh alot.
i love my friends and family.
i love everything i have but still want some more! it never seem to be enough.
i love kids.
i'm missing my close friends in aussie.
i want to hug someone now.
i love to help people.

7 things i can do.

i can just talk and talk and talk for hours with one of my friend in aussie.
drive.
comfort my friends when they are down.
listen to them instead of hearing them.
sit and just do nothing for hours.
imagine stuffs.
get really hyper without sugar.

7 things i can't do.

go out till very late.
cant buy all the stuffs that i want.
study or concentrate in class.
save money.
i cant stop myself from thinking too much.
get good results for my exams.
get my stupid burner to burn properly.

7 things i say the most.

omg.
how now?
sorry.
wtf.
what now?
no..
hey.

7 celeb crushes.

david beckham.
brad pitt.
chad michael murray.
nicholas tse.
stephen from laguna beach. i know he is not a celeb but i think he is cute. ;)
jay chou.
chris evans.

7 things i hate most about me.

being too negative.
quite emo.
not paying attention during classes.
not hardworking enough.
missing someone so badly.
my lack of confidence.
fighting with my family or friends.

7 people i'd love to see do this.

yi ling.
suet.
noelle.
pei wen.
joyce the fairy.
nic.
xes.

zoe. outie at 12:08 PM
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
things i want.

oh man oh man oh man. i want so many things!! how? how? how? i'm not rich to get everything. i want to have millions and millions of dollars so i could buy everything i want anytime i want. its just not fair! errghh. jealous of the rich people. oh well..it wont hurt to still want some things right? anyway here are the things that i want :

a bag from momoe
a purse from momoe
a shoe from mcky
a green cap from mcky
the pants from mcky
the two books of Dan Brown
an earring stand ( u know to put the earrings thingy)
a new flip phone
all of O.C. every single season.
a holiday trip to laguna beach in orange county
a new sunglasses
something for my car. (it is very empty inside).
a new car!
an external drive for my notebook.
jacket with a hood from extreme.
a cap from plastic
more earrings (its not enough!)
a coach bag
guess watch (its too expensive but its nice!!)
more clothes!!

thats all for now. cant really think of anything that i want. if there is more i will add it to the i want list. hahahha..so many things i want!! wish someone nice enough would buy it for me. i think i better start saving money to get all those things i want. ganbatte!!

zoe. outie at 8:32 AM
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
pineapple.

oh my gosh. cutting pineapple is so hard. after dinner, my mum asked me to cut pineapple for dessert. so i said, "i don't know how to cut pineapple." then she said, " well its time for you to learn how to cut it. next time how are you going to cut fruits then?". i went hehehe.."i know how to cut apples?" as usual i got no choice, i went to the kitchen and learn how to cut it. my maid have to teach me how to cut the stupid pineapple. its so embarassing. anyway, managed to learn how to cut it already! yay!! but its still so difficult to cut it. so if next time when you ever want to serve fruits for desserts, dont ever get pineapple. DONT get it! its too much work of it. if want, get grapes! hehe..its the easiest to serve. just pluck and washed it then taadaa!! hehehe..

zoe. outie at 12:14 PM
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
life ain't fair.

arghh!! this sucks man. life aint fair for me. this morning when i woke up, my mum scolded me for no reason. i didnt even do anything wrong! just because she woke up at the wrong side of the bed, she must release her anger on me. she does that all the time. i'm always the victim. geez. its like she always picked on me. its so unfair. its always when my brother and sisters did something wrong, i'm the one who gets scolding over their mistakes and all. but i love my dad! he always so nice on me but sometimes he get means too when it comes to studies. he really supported what i want but he still doesnt allow me to drop one subject. =( *sob sob*.

i wanted to get some things i saw yesterday in midvalley but too bad i dont have the money to get it. =( i wanted to get this bag and purse from momoe. the shop beside pets wonderland. then i also wanted to get the shoe and the green cap from MCKY. grrr. not fair!!! oh oh i also wanted to get this puzzle from jigsaw world. its so cute!! its all baby disney characters. too bad they dont have stocks for it anymore. the stocks will come in like 2 or 3 days later. i have so many things i want to buy but go no money. that is so sad!! life just aint fair for me.

zoe. outie at 10:00 AM
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
Chilli's.

yay! today get to eat caesar salad! i was craving for it yesterday night. so today after econs class, as usual we will always go out for lunch before tuition starts. but today, we were suppose to have lunch with jo wei but i was suppose to go out with lee chee, vivien they all for lunch. in the end lee chee had something to do with her other friends and we didnt want to leave vivien alone so sam invited her along too. suddenly victor called to cancel the class. that is like his third time ffking!! so annoying! argh! but anyway, i dropped shae-ree to komuter then went off to park my car to meet up with the rest of the people. when i reached there, i met up with jo wei and elaine only. sam and vivien went to watch "Flight Plan". at first we wanted to eat at burger king, luckily we changed our mind to chilli's! weee! =) get to eat good food. as usual we shared our food. we ordered grilled chicken caesar salad and mushroom jack fajarita. yummy! so satisfied. too bad didnt get to take pics of the food. they look super yummy. after lunch, walked around and bought some few things. we were all cashless. hahahaha. all of our money added up only cost RM15.70. thats so sad. we wanted to look everywhere for a top that will cost that. we walked and walked but in the end we couldnt find anything that cost that much. the least was RM16.90. so we end up looking for things that cost RM15.70. we found most of it in room interior. not bad. i thought it wouldnt have anything that cost that cheap.

jowei, elaine and me. took it while waiting for the food. we waited for so long! hungry hungry.

isnt it cute? don't leave me alone! hahahah. taken this pic in room interior. i love the calendar thingy behind. u know the one with the numbers behind this pic. too bad it was out of stocks.

zoe. outie at 11:27 AM
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Friday, September 23, 2005
Hero.

Written by Mariah Carey.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away.

And then a hero comes along
With the strenght to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you.

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear.

And then the hero comes along
With the strenght to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you.

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way.

And then the hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you.

I dedicate this song to those who had been through a difficult time. stay strong. don't let anything bring you down. Just remember that your friends and family are always there for u.

zoe. outie at 1:58 PM
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
just wondering.

for those who drives, have u ever drive alone? then when u guys are alone what do u normally think or do in the car? as in like when u are sitting there alone in the car, waiting for the traffic light to turn green or u are stuck in the jam. what do u guys usually think of? today on the way back home, i was sitting there in my car waiting for the light to turn green, i observed the people in the cars next to mine. some of them seem to be really busy talking on the phone and some would just stared blankly. then there were once i saw this guy, he was reading a newspaper in the car. wow i didnt know that people can do all sort of things. and there are also some ppl digging something where they think no one could actually see them ( u know those dirty thing in your nose - yuck! disgusting). i also saw this girl around early 20's i think, she was dancing in the car. the whole car was shaking. it was so funny. hahahaha. people do do weird stuffs dont they? so just leave your comments.

zoe. outie at 10:18 AM
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
mooncake festival.

i went to the curve today in the morning. i had to accompany my dad there because he need to get his eyes checked and he is not allowed to drive. so i have to be his driver for the day. the eye checking thingy took like an hour plus so i walked around and went to buy a book. after that went to starbucks and had a yummylicious mocha frap. then started on my book. around 12 something walking to the shop my dad was in, i walked passed this chinese restaurant. guess what? i saw jean's parents. i was quite shock coz they recognised me. =) then at night, all my relatives came over to my house to celebrate mooncake festival. get to catch up with all my cousins. get to hear some gossips. get to burn lantern and candles with small kids. its all fun. =) got to take some pictures too. so fun taking pics with them.

taken outside starbucks. its so pretty. the lanterns. =)

its so beautiful when u are actually there to see it. they put lots and lots of candles under the tree. make it so glowy. hehe.

all busy putting candles. making the place look pretty.

hahaha. he so cute! he is like a big kid like that. the way he talks is cute. my younger sister like him.

my youngest sister! she is so cute but she dont seem to be happy. got 2 girls bullying her. =(

then we got bored putting candles we went in and started taking photos. hehe. this is my cousin and his teddy. he make a really good imitation of mr bean! hehe. so funny. teddy! he loves his teddy! after a while we got into the teddy world!

then this is all the girls from my mother's side. well two of them is missing, my cousin and my sister. me, eevan, jo ann, nicole and zu vun(my sister).

this is not the complete family in here. start with the blue shirt (r-l). meng jit, jo ann, ee van, nicole, zu vun, me and weng jit.

zoe. outie at 1:53 PM
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
STOMP.

weee!! today get to watch stomp in istana budaya. went there with my sister. but before that, we went to her friend's house to collect the tickets and also follow her dad's car coz i'm really bad in directions and i got no idea where is istana budaya. cant blame me rite? i dont drive around often. anyway, reached there around 2 something and waiting for the doors to open. met quite alot of cempakans there. mostly are from form 5, form 4, and form 2. i also met david and iris choo there. david was with his friend. that show is so nice!! its so funny and yet the same time it was creative, making music with all those things. they used brooms, trash can, sticks, buckets, alot of things. its cool the way they make it. u should watch it. i got the rm77 seat. its not that bad. can see the whole stage. its worth watching it. happy happy! i love it! took some pics, wanted to take more but the usher keep flashing me to stop. sorry the pics are not clear coz its so far up.

this is the stage before the thing started. its so nice. so colourful.

this is where they just started the show. they started it
with the brooms. sweep sweep bang!

they were using some tube stick thingy. not sure
what is it but it makes really cute noises.

the main guy in the group. playing with the basketball.
i didnt know basketball can make music too. ;)

the ending is so nice but too bad i cant take pictures. stupid usher! hmph! the ending is super chun. then there is this part where the main guy did the claps everyone else also follows. its music! conclusion music is being made with beats and rythm. hehehe..=)

zoe. outie at 10:33 AM
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
thanks jocey.

yup. my first post. gosh i really dont know what to write in here. i wanted to blog some time ago but didnt know how and it was too complicated. now with help, i think i can get the hang of it, u know with the skins and everything that ppl do with a blog. but anyway, its all because of jox, i started blogging. we were chatting online then she suddenly ask me to blog and i got no idea why i agreed to start blogging. so now, sitting here, trying to write something in my first post. yeap. my first post says it all. thanks jox for helping me out. i know i'm a doink but a doink need another doink rite? hehe. arent u happy that my first post is about u? so nice..weee!! hmm...now how do i end this?

zoe. outie at 11:48 AM
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